Twins

I can't believe the striking similarities; the phrasing, the speech patterns, and the repetition of two simple words. If these two are really that close, I don't know if I should bolt, or try this time. I'm so fucking scared, I can't put myself or another one through it again. But at the same time, maybe this is a chance to make it right, a chance at redemption. I think a part of me also secretly wishes that these two, are in fact, one in the same. Logically, I know that's not true, but my heart hopes for it to be so. I think I'd have a good long cry if it turned out that way.
And this is exactly why my brain yells at me, and my heart. Though it feels nothing, it knows the best course of action, and instinct is rarely wrong. I have only three choices:   run,   hide,           or die.

To top things off, Bill's moving to Arizona in August. I'll miss him much. I always had so much fun when we were together.
And, I haven't heard from Courtney in awhile. I think she was supposed to be stationed in Iraq. I hope everything's OK.